The fact that Never Run
if I remember about those days, a period where everything is just there are smiles and happy laughter,
where everything okay without anything less and we are into something whole. until now, when I opened the happy memory back, I dismantle and looking again and again, never can I find it more memory.
memory has to be something worn in the photo album.
not in brain, heart or mind.
as quickly flashed on the conscious mind,
Memory is just a hallucination. nothing more than a fortune that never give, lend only. I feel lucky enough to lend strength to me, now he has to retrieve it. and I suppose that all is not fair, not in accordance with earlier agreements. luck was promised to me that he would lend his strength until I reached a nadir keangkuhanku. but in reality? never had I thought the nail tip to make it as proof of the existence of luck myself.
indeed unfair,,,
I felt it was never fair since everything is not like what I want.
should be if I could steal the god hear about what plan to do with my life, everything possible will run as what I want.
unfortunately, today is the tomorrow we worried about yesterday.
that day never comes, the day that I worry about yesterday, anxious because I feel happiness will never be able to kiss my life again.
I try to go any extent,
whatever extent I try to run from this reality,
will not accomplish anything other than adding something new.
because it is not going to get lost wandering forever ...
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