TULISAN 10

MY STORY 

Too many stories I hear 
Too many other life I see
Too much history as I read 
Too often I cry for another story
But ... this is my story
Rabbi ...

This drop has begun to stop
but he was very swift flowing
This hand could not menadahnya
These clothes could not remove it

Ah so I dramatize
yes ... not so sebena
I was not too often merenug 
Oops ... precisely my heart may already be too loud 
to be so moved ... 
Cut-cut ... 

My sins are so many "maybe?", but surely 
Honestly, I hope that perhaps a more appropriate word 
because it will make me be more arrogant, 

s ... out ... out of control ... 
to repeat back any attitudes, traits, and selfishness 
but ..., it was all my fault
Rabbi ...

What should I said?
What do I Think now?
What should I do?
Astaghfirullah what's with this self?